Ladies, Arte is a SAHM.

This too will pass.
Maybe it's time to follow up on the notion of some study...or a move to a different location?
Oh, sorry hun, I didn't realise I thought you were in a paying job that was crappy! lol so, yes obviously you can't resign. Sorry, no advise just *hugs*. I work part-time & DD goes to creche then the rest of the time I am at home with her, so I get break from the 'boring, repetitive mind-numbing work'

I hope you get accepted into your course & that gives you some 'me' time and something else to focus on.