Hey All,

I need some !!!

I've been busy looking and applying for jobs this week. I am pretty much applying for anything! I've applied for admin, retail sales assistant for fashion stores, night filler at supermarket and DH told me that a pet shop is opening up in a few months and he knows someone working there and will try and get me a job. Pretty much, just applying for anything!!

But at the beginning of the week, DH said to me why dont I look for a job that I could have a career in, not just something that I see no future in it. I thought no, because we need money NOW. But a few months back I saw advertised a position at a home building company for a drafter that doesnt have any experience and wants the best on the job training. I thought for sure, that the position would be gone and then just now on seek, its been advertised again!!! And I really dont know what to do...

Since highschool I have wanted to be an architect/drafter but didnt get the grades to get in to TAFE/uni so I gave up on the dream and now there is a company that is offering on the job training. When I first saw the job, I thought that there was no point because we will be having another baby soon. But the baby plans have been put on hold for a few years, so really what is stopping me??!!

I think my main concern is that this job wont be paying much and the point of me going back to work is to help out with money. The job wont be paying much NOW but there is the potential of me making big bucks if I stick with it!! And at the moment I am only look at part time work, but I would do this full time because it is really something that I want to do.

So really, the decision should be easy dont you think??!! So what do you think I should do?? Should I apply for the job and see what it is all about. I guess I can always turn it down if I really dont think it'll work out...

AHH! I make my life so difficult