I just raised my voice at Lily... I'm so angry and ashamed at myself. She just won't sleep anywhere but on me and I need to do things. I've been trying to get her to bed for 2 1/2hrs now and everytime she's asleep and I put her down her eyes open and she either grins at me or screams. I gave her a bath to try to relax her and she fell asleep right after it but woke as soon as I put her down so I yelled at her. I've been crying since. She is asleep now but she cried herself to sleep in my arms. I feel so horrible.