**** kristi , im thinking of you and your family xx Get well soon Chardonnay !



well i lost the plot yesterday and smacked nixon on the back he grabbed my key and put them in the ignition and turned it on !! i was tending to gab and he snuck out so silently and when i heard the (v8) enigne start up i freaked and smaked him , i guess it was more shock than me actually wanting to smack him for being naughty , i cried all the way to play group .. man i felt like **** yesterday ..

His tanties are getting to me , so i have employed some strateriges to avoid them .. and was talking to DH at dinner about them and i asked for his input he said " yeah , great ideas"

pffft great input hun , thanks for the support ... hes not the one who cops it ..

any way . Gab didnt have her Zoton yesterday as i was testing to see if the reflux has setteld at all ..

nup .. poor thing i watched her reflux and arch her back and generally be uncomfortable .. i just stared at her , like i was in a haze , i watched her actions , but couldnt move. all i could do was think about her pain .. and i felt so responsible fot it .. i felt as guilty as all hell ...
luckily she is just fussy now and the 3 hours of crying has gone ..

day stay to day im looking forward to it ..

and we'd love another baby too .. but we arent even sexing yet .. so i dont think therell be one soon .. pmsl good luck withit all Dannielle .. !!!!

id love to lose weight .. i have 3 kgs to go till pre preg weight (im 67 want to be under 65) , Im seeing a nutritionist next fortnight to get advice on diet while BF .. i want to detox , but i dont think its a good idea right now ..

have a good day every one