Yes he does change alot getting soo independent creates loads of washing as he is a messy eater too. And we use those food saving scoop out bibs. Our shower was slippery too but bought some fish and fro suck on grippers and thats helped heaps.
problem is the hysterical state comes extremely quickly here. i couldnt possible let him ever elf settle he is a stubburn little man thats the Indian in us
woohoo for finally seven giving you the well deserved brake at night
What a Fizzer about the diary u taking it back??
well last night was a braking point with me just flat tack all day and bacically falling into bed every night just wanting to sleep for 100 years. that and stress Hubbies new job is only 20 hours a week at moment and a ya can imagine thats hard for us. then It was a comment that just tottally broke the camels back.
When i go to work and come home and when i do do cleaning and then go back to work when i come home in evening i just want to unwind. I said i could totally understand that. But said if i am still flat out i think its fair you should help too. YES you do heaps during day but i am still working constantly i go to bed after you and up before you i wake several times in morning to do dummie and to every sound josh makes. I am making milk constantly and have him screaming and hanging off me all day feeding about every 2 hours at 40 mins a time plus expressing then burping settling and all the rest. and trying to keep on top of house and do all the finances and run a house hold and watch 3 other kids must weeks dont ya think i should have time too to unwind. he said yes take the time in the evening. i said its not an option as thats the only time josh sleeps so i ave do everything else then.
i was highly offended got my self worked up went to room only to feel dizzy/ light headed couldnt feel face it was all tingly and tight chested had asthma attack and fainted after about 2 hours i was sorta back to good but still warn out but even more. Hubbie found me and said sorry i offended it i didn't mean to or to take light of what u do. Dunno whats with him i think it work and ego this is sooooo unlike him and yes ive asked him whats up he has just said stress.
then i had to eat tea you dont eat you dont make milk, do washing and steralising feed josh then after feed he crapped big time, to have to settle him off put him back down then i couldn't sleep so at 1 i forced my self to bed laying there thinking "what a day!"
i can't do anything till after 8pm at night.
i was sitting in bed joshie in a football hold feeding him, other boob out, expressing legs tapping and dancing on the bed with my top half attached to pump and josh singing "wake me up before you go go" 
how funny i must have looked i thought hehe
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