Kiwi girl... Re: vaccines, you really have to do what you feel is right. Not what everyone else feels or family. Its an very important descition to make and its ok to be needing to revisit this topic loads in thoughts, thats normal and perfectly right thing to do. Over here its so difficult not to vaccinate as the government makes things harder with schooling and daycare and its so so so so UNFAIR for ppl whom choose not to vaccinate.
As for me i was vaccinated all my siblings too. All the children have been vaccinated and are up to date as well. I do get concerned and with not knowing the out come of each injection and drop. But the truth is with me. How can i call myself a Christian and not have faith that God has my path set in the ways he would want it to go. I trust in God that what ever happeneds there is a reason for that. That reason will be far greater than my mear mind could ever comprehend but i do trust that God will look after us and stretch and grow us in the ways that he would want us to become. Thats just MY personal opinion and ild say Hubbies too, cant see his opinion being any different than myn.






BUT I have fed him this morning, had my shower, hung out washing which I put in the machine last night before bed, had breakfast AND a cuppa and taken the sheets off my bed and chucked them in the machine ... whew and it's not even 8am yet!! 
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out weighs the 
, but...going to see my MW/LC today, was booked in to see her next week, hopefully for the last time (which is sad as she is lovely, but if N passes 3.5Kg we can just go to CAYHS weigh-ins and don't need the extra monitoring). I messaged her this morning, I have a couple of blocked ducts on my mastitis side that are killing me, been trying to budge them with expressing, massage and heatpacks, and I think it is because she is attaching like crap, I have a "hungry hungry hippo" here, you know the game where they chop down really quickly, she is now doing that and not opening her mouth
I have been trying to follow the methods for correct attachment but not having much luck. So hopefully we can sort this out and she can actually latch on properly.

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