Yeah Storm I am just a stress head. I know realistically that she won't starve to death and she will be ok, I guess it's partially my fault for not spending much time away from her. I have literally only been away from her for a few hours since she was born. And I have done EVERY bottle feed since before Christmas, and basically every solid feed too. What a control freak!

How will I know if it was my waters? Wouldn't it still be trickling and wouldn't I be getting contractions by now????