Hi ladies
Wow been off for a couple of days and look at all the reading i had to do to catch up.

I had been crying everyday for the last week and yesterday i finally decided to call the Child Health Nurse who is also a Lac Consultant, anyway she is coming out in the next hour or so to see me regarding re-lactating so i am going to need all the strength, determination and support i can gather. I haven't talked to DP about re-lactating yet so i am hoping that he understands why i want to do it
He had a whole week off last week just to help me as he could see i wasn't coping, funnily enough he could see i wasn't coping more than i could see it myself...i love him so much for just being by my side when i need it most. I just really feel as though i need to try one last time as this may be my last bub and i will always wonder what if IYKWIM.

LEE great to see you had a nice short labour, mine was only 3.5hrs as well....i couldn't believe it went so quick, too the point he was nearly born me standing in the corridor between the two birth suite and poor DP holding me up and trying to get to the nearest nurses buzzer as bub was crowning then and there. A far cry from me having to push for 1.5hrs before my first DS was born. I was told if i have another one i might want to go to the hospital fairly quick.

Anyway i am off as Jaxon is due for a feed any minute now.