PP - MCN take a few washes to get to full absorbancy (about 3 washes) but the leaking out one leg may be that you didn't do it tight enough? Or maybe left it on for too long before completing all the prewashes? (i don't do all the prewashes, but I leave the new ones on for about an hour, no longer)
Do get a mental health plan - or ask your MCHN about a mental health team local to you - so you get it for cheaper. Please, please - do take steps to help yourself earlier rather than later . . . Sleep is good, I find that really helps me heaps.

Took Will into my garden today, had him in his rocker while I was moving wheelbarrows of mulch up the hill. And he had a lovely sleep! Felt really good - DH had Pip over at a friend of his place ...