Awww, sorry to hear about your work Amy, its hard when your a new mum and trying to work out how to juggle everything. I really hope you get something soon

Blakes Mum; Maya was 2.9kg when born and now is 8.2kg. Weighed her at the hospital yesterday.

My work isnt that interesting, all I do is wait for in-coming calls on the work phone (which is a crappy mobile, wish they would get a new one) and when a facility (nursing home/hospital) asks for a carer for a specified shift time I then ring up carers from our list and fill the shift. I pick up the phone from the office at 5pm then turn it off at 11.15pm then its back on again at 5.30am! and then dropped off back to the office at 9am. When you have done a couple of nights in a row it can be VERY tiring. I usually have a 'Nanna nap' the next day

Also, I am so sorry to hear how traumatic your birth was, you must still hold a lot of mixed feelings regarding it. I hope you have people around you that you can share and talk about your experience as it always helps, even if its just a little bit. I also agree with Amy that if you feel alright to share it by posting a new thread I am CERTAIN there are other women here who can relate to and help you with what happened, BB is unique in the amount of people who are on here who are warm and friendly.