I wish I could just walk out and leave Simon with her or even just the boys.. Like yesterday I was ging shoppping.. Olivia fell asleep and he had to go drop something at a friends house.. I said Iw ill take the boys (originally I was taking Olivia only) but then he thought it would be to hard with the boys and I said to him well olivia is asleep i will just leave her in the car with you.. but NO.. so i had to wake her up and he was gone well over an hour.. really pinged me off.. vent over there..

but with settling with the boob all the time.. I do that but she doesn't want it.. She just screams louder or worse bites me.. she just wants me to stand up and rock her.. day sleeps she is getting harder to get to sleep to.. I either have boob and boob and rock and cuddle and oh so carefully put her down or she just screams.. i am kinda thinking she hates the cot so we are thinking once she is walking she is going into the toddler bed..