Trish: I have been thinking about Miss Abbey and the BIG 1 today.. Can't believe we are almost onto our 4th 1st birthday..

I don't know how I feel about leaving Livi to cry.. Almost every part of me says no don't do it and I think I need to listen to it.. but I don't know.. Can someone just come and do it for me.. she is only little for such a short time and I know I will feel guuilty down the track thinking would one more cuddle really hurt..

sigh!! lol

louise: I know deep down Livi is fine but it is just worrying for me that she is barely gaining anything.

the CHN gave me a pamphlet on CC and how to go about it for different ages.. I feel so bad about how she went to sleep and feel like going in and giving her a great big hug