I always feel bad when we can't do a party for each child..Next year we are doing Isaac and Jacob and Ethan will have just a family one..

It is a slight comfort I am not the only one not getting enough sleep because then I know I am not completely mucking everything up kwim?

as for Birthdays I dunno. I remember phone numbers too so it must be a numbers a thing. Names and faces I am terrible with

Olivia is so foul this morning. She not long had breakfast so I hope she stays happy for a bit longer. Debating what to do about sleeps today. Do I start a strict routine or just plod along as normal?

I miss simon today