tinsel - I made up a really nice diary using the our bellybuddies pages and got it made into a nice book at office works! looks really good and i love reading it, it has been really hard trying to type up ashs first yr as its sooo time consuming! hope urs goes well.
Well can offically announce, Buzzie has a boyfriend LOL been dying to say that for such a long time!! lol. I had such an awesome time out tonight. god hes such a nice guy..
Bloody rob smsed me today out the blue (ash hasnt seen him in 3 months now) asking to have him so naturally ive gone spastic and im so so angry i have to start doing all this now, but my new man, paul, has been through all this so he is just helping me soooo much and giving me the best advice and support.. so awesome to see a guy looking after me when you would think a guy would run for the hills meeting a girl with all this baggage.. he told me tonight he will support me through it. aaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww that was so special.. i thinks its wats going to get me through...
Fia's birthday was great, I have just had a week in Canberra, caught up with Tinsel and her little girls and had a great time but am soo glad to be home again.
Fia had a great birthday, her uncle decorated her a little cake from his work and I found her a Shaun the Sheep toy from the ABC shop that she loves and has been everywhere with her since.
Louise - glad to hear all was nice, like kellie said on my FB would be nice if we were all closer and coule all have a big party together....
well tonight is going to be VERY interesting... Last night i started talking to robs SIL and she didnt realise it had been 3 months since rob saw ash and after long conversation she said lets get u and rob together at her place and sort something out and lay some rules for rob.
As much as im really happy to do that as this is prob the step avoiding court stuff, i am really hating the idea of given ash up without me, it so feels like im having my child taken away from me... the idea makes me sick in the stomach, but i guess i knew one day it was bound to happen. So really hoping for some good outcomes tonight. Paul (new man) also goes thru this with his son but was ALOT nastier through the courts so he has his son every second weekend so its gonna be so hard having 2 little boys who come and go all the time! so hard on both of us. Plus robs gonna find out tonight i have a boyfriend so god knows how hes gonna handle that... i would so hate if he had a gf. this is so crap and not fair!! i will never regret having ash but gees i wish i didnt have to do this to him!
hope everyone in melb had a good holiday yesterday, hi everyone else
It will be hard Lauren but hopefully in the long run it will all work out just fine..
Not sure of anyonme read the thread I started yesterday about being a bad mummy lol. but will share it here.. As usual when simon is on night shifts I go over the road and we sit out the front chatting or playing computer games (sad hey) anyways I can always hear the kids which is the reason we sit out the front. Olivia woke at 9 (which is unusual to begin with) I came home resettled her and then went back as she looked asleep. at 9:30 she woke again so I came home.. Decided to take her back with me. I wasn't ready for bed and she was bright eyed lol.. At 10 I thought I better get her to bed so came home settled her on my bed went and had a shower and she was as\leep so I wandered back over the road and we sat thier playing this stupid addicitive game till 12:30. There was not a sound coming from my house at all.. when I came home I found a butt naked apple eating girl in my loungeroom hahahaha.. (luckily no harm had come to her) I can't believe I didn't hear a thing. She had been into the bathroom and unravelled all the toilet paper, been into the kitchen and got an apple and a spoon. took her nappy off and folded it up the way I do lol.. and undressed herself..
Last night.. same thing. Over the road to kill time. I came home grabbed a drink checked on Livi.. sound asleep.. I even triple checked I went out the door over the road sat down and WAAAAHH scream.. Ran back.. bloomin cat got in and had woken her up (Olivia is scared of the cats) So I put her on my bed (again) went back over the road to grab the ph, glass and computer came home and she was out like a light
I was contemplating putting up her cot again if she keeps it up lol.. I can't have her wandering the house. What if she does it when we are asleep and gets into things she really shouldn't..
Type it up here Lauren.. I would love to keep track.. lol
Happy birthday to Kayla for tomorrow.
eeek that means my miss is next.. OMG.. I am so not ready for her to be 2.. although the way her and Jacob are fighting on my lap rigtht now she might be lucky to make it to 2
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(shame about Rob though)
so hard on both of us. Plus robs gonna find out tonight i have a boyfriend so god knows how hes gonna handle that... i would so hate if he had a gf. this is so crap and not fair!! i will never regret having ash but gees i wish i didnt have to do this to him! 
(sad hey) anyways I can always hear the kids which is the reason we sit out the front. Olivia woke at 9 (which is unusual to begin with) I came home resettled her and then went back as she looked asleep. at 9:30 she woke again so I came home.. Decided to take her back with me. I wasn't ready for bed and she was bright eyed lol.. At 10 I thought I better get her to bed so came home settled her on my bed went and had a shower and she was as\leep so I wandered back over the road and we sat thier playing this stupid addicitive game till 12:30. There was not a sound coming from my house at all.. when I came home I found a butt naked apple eating girl in my loungeroom hahahaha.. (luckily no harm had come to her) I can't believe I didn't hear a thing. She had been into the bathroom and unravelled all the toilet paper, been into the kitchen and got an apple and a spoon. took her nappy off and folded it up the way I do lol.. and undressed herself..
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