Jas - I so know what you mean your not ready for you 'baby' to not be a baby any more!! i still feel like Ash is my baby... I think rob thinks i baby him too much, mind you im not used to a man being more rougher around the edges than me lol

Nic - way to go Olivia! Ash is counting to 5 now too. i think its awesome when they start doing it out of the blue by themselves...

Well i kinda have some news here, wasnt going to really say anything just yet before i got too ahead of myself.. but Rob and i are offically TTCing this month. Ever since having Ash hes known how much i REALLY REALLY want a biological brother or sister for Asher and especially with this paul thing not working out really scrared me that if i got into another relationship and had a bub and it didnt work, i just so strongly do not want kids with different fathers. Rob has just been SO awesome as promised and we are spending every chance we get together and talk every day so Neither of us want to be in a relationship with another person and rob has always regretted missing out on the begining of Ash. So we decided to have another one together...
So its pretty excited atm, but nerve wracking as hell trying to catch the 'right' time. Im trying to temp atm and learn everything - im so new to this its not funny. So there u go... hehehe Hoping another bubs will be added to our group.. what an awesome chrissy presant that would be!!
Mum is VERY excited too which is really aweseome and helps having that support again.

Oh and pls dont say anything on FB. I dont want anyone to know till i get bfp! xx
Hope everyones well.....