Mrs B I hope you got some sleep last night today... Do you have any family member that could fly up and help you out for a while... If you ask the FLO's they might even be able to swing it to get the defence to pay for the flight... Do go see them they are a great help to you when you need them... Its so hard when we dream about our little people for 9 mths and then when they come they arent quite like what we thought they would be... there isnt anything else I can do or say but know we are all here for you anytime you want to vent, this is you save place...

Babylov yep I can walk to both the Glen and brandon park... Maybe we could meet next thursday ( 10th ) as then my kids will be at school. I have to take my DD1 to the doctor at 330 so sometime in the morning would be good... PM me and we can work it all out with who ever wants to meet...

PK actully slepted for 4 hrs last night it was soooooo nice, what a good boy...