Ellie - Sounds like we are feeling the same atm. I am trying to take Det's approach. It is a phase and I will get through it.
I have not been teary or emotional whatsoever this time, but after such a horror night last night, it has made me anxious. Still I am better than I was last time so far, as last time, I wouldn't have been able to get out the door let alone to playgroup. Also we had visitors Sat and Sun. The Sat ones didn't go home till after 11pm, and the Sun ones arrived at 11:30am and didn't go home till 7pm, so I am prob a bit fatigued from that also. I am going to keep posting about how I am going, as it seems to help me to get it all out, so sorry girls, you will have to deal with my ramblings for a while.

Anyway better go. I am going to go wake Emilia to feed. Still trying to get her to feed more during the day and less at night. It is a catch 22 though. wake her up, as she will get upset and not want to g back down....