Funny thing, most people would be dreading giving birth for the second time... Me, im dreading the morning sickness more. I hope your right Mbear, that morning sickness might not be so bad second time around. I shouldnt let the idea of m/s get in the way of our decision to have (or not to have) another soon.

I recieved my new passport today, I'm so excited, going home soon!! Wish it was forever, but i suppose 9 weeks isnt too bad.

I've signed ben and me up for a parents and baby playgroup, which is to start in August. They have one for all the babies born in 2006. At the moment i dont have any "mummy" friends... and i only know 1 person with a baby, but she is very young (18) and it's difficult to get along with her (she is a bit of a rebel). I'm really nervous about it, as my German is still very bad, but im sure I'll be okay, i just have to jump in the deep end sometimes.

I got news on sunday that my cousin died. I've been pretty down since then. My uncle took him on a holiday to Europe and they arrived home on the Saturday, and when my uncle went to wake my cousin on Sunday, he found him. My cousin had cerebral palsy pretty severe and was 18. Im not too sure what happened, but the saddest thing is that his mum died of cancer 1 year ago (she was 44 i think), and i was pretty close to her. But i feel at peace knowing that they are together again.