Yes, where has everyone gone? Ben is visiting his Oma just now. I feel bad because we were just visiting and MIL started talking about my driving license. Im not allowed to drive on my Aust one here, and i need to take lessons and a test to get a German one. It can be pretty expensive. Anyway, FIL has offered to pay for it for my birthday.. Thing is, i dont want them to because we are planning on moving back to Oz next year, and i dont think it is worth the money to get a license.... Ive gone this long without driving, whats another year?
Anyway i told MIL i dont want them to pay for it, and she kept asking "why, is it the test, the language... are you scared?" i couldnt think of an excuse fast enough... so i told her that i want to move back home next year. You should have seen her face drop. We werent going to tell them, but i was sick and tired of making stupid excuses for why we dont want to do things (such as get new wheels for the car, spend money on things for the house etc...). Now she seems angry at me. Im angry at her because i sometimes feel like it's their fault im here in the first place (long story) and my family is missing out on Ben growing up.
I want to have number 2 at home, i want the support of my family and friends.
enough of that. ben is going well, he is growing so fast. he is really cheeky too, doing things for attention (clearing out drawers). And he is always stealing our bedside alarm, because he knows he gets into trouble. It's so hard to keep a straight face and hide the smile that you really want to give him.. he is just too cute.
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