Well just when i thought things were picking up, Jesse was sick again at 4am this morning. He still has a bad case of diorhea (sp) and is just so ill. Is this ever going to end???? DH had to go back to work yesterday and today.. hes had too much time off lately with Keira being born etc to take more. MIL was off yesterday to help me. This morning FIL came over to help, but its so hard, i dont want him getting it with the low immunity he has with his cancer. Then MIL came home early from work which was good. Im just finding it so hard to cope. Im sure its all the lack of sleep. I have had next to nothing since Saturday. I dont know how i will get through tomorrow by myself if Jesse is still the same. Hes just so upset and whingy that hes sick, he screams his head off if he doesnt get what he wants to you look at him the wrong way. And im just scared he'll make himself throw up again. He hasnt really eaten anything since saturday, hes tired due to all the lack of sleep and being so sick, hes lost god knows how much weight, and on top of it all he just had 2 more molars come through so its making him 10x worse than he would be with just the gastro. And then to have Keira cry. She has been pretty good but its just so hard to hold her and try and settle her and then have Jesse wanting me and trying to keep myself clean from his germs so she doesnt get it. Im an emotional wreck. I cant stop crying. I just dont want to deal with all of this anymore.. its just too hard.