Heya all, been trying to get on all arvo but Lucas hasnt slept since bout 12.30 he is asleep in my arms atm.

Im having a horrible day, been crying most of it. I wanna move back to my home town..dont like it much but my friends are there. Im so lonely, dont know anyone really so all I do is sit at home 7 days a week. The friends I have made online live to far away, live on the other side of Sydney, dont have kids so work during the week & party during the weekend. Sadly Belle and I go to meet up but something comes up on mine or her end DH works long weird hrs.. I actually wait for MIL's daily phone calls so I have someone to talk to. I never get asked to do anything.

Booked Laila into daycare this arvo for 2 days a week starting in Jan 09.. I cried at that aswell LOL. At least her daycare is in my street so I can go spy on her if I get upset

PIL will be here at 8 cause its DH's Bday tomorrow and they will be at a wedding...

Still havnt stopped bleeding since I had Lucas... when will it end

My pump stopped working this morning so had to fork out another couple of hundred for another 1 cause I cant wait to claim it on warrenty.. god I hope tomorrow is a better day.


Belle- Hope you all get better ASAP hun Im sure things will get back on track for you and DH once Tara starts to settle better etc.

Tan- I give panadole but couldnt this time cause I hadnt booked in for Lucas needles just his 6 week check up (though he was 7 weeks) and she said instead of me coming back she would just do it.

Missy- Hope Liams app went well.

Pixie- Tell Bear to send me some of his cooking LOL, will have to get the name of that book he was telling me about!

Soz better go, will try to come back later and finish personals.