Hi everyone,
just a quick hello, too tired for personals. no additional reason for being tired today as opposed to any other day, but you know how it is, some days you just feel it more.

anyway I just wanted to say in response to Missy's comments about putting on weight I know exactly what she means. I lost weight after the birth, and was feeling really positive about losing more, but even with breastfeeding now, I have put on more weight, and am finding it impossible to lose cos I am ravenous all the time. Even when I get full from dinner I am hungry again half an hour later. anything not nailed down in the pantry or fridge ends up in my stomach. which means that I am constantly snacking on bad foods. It is like i need instant gratification, and don't want to have to make something good, but just need to shove a biscuit in straight away. Worse still everytime Georgia cries to be fed, i am like OMG i must get something to eat before I have to sit down for this feed. i don't know why. I have to find a way to wean myself off the need to keep eating all the time. I think the key is to not have any food in the house except healthy stuff. no more buying junk food. arrgh.

anyway sorry not to respond to everyone else. I hope you are all really well, and I am sending happy vibes to anyone who is stressed or sad at the moment.