Mez: Big I understand totally!! I had a bad mummy moment at the shops today, while I was paying for the chicken at lenards Jayden ran to the other side of the shops to where the ride was and I just let him go. I was so sick of him playing up for me today and Ashlea was crying and wouldn't go off to sleep like she normally would and I had zero energy to deal with it.....Actually I had many bad mummy moments today LOL.

Sorry I have read through just no energy today! I even had a nap which NEVER happens and I still feel blahhh

WTG to the babies that are pulling themselves up!! So exciting!

All our babies are testing us ATM, its the age, they are getting more knowing of the things around them and the meaning of cause and effect. I'm sure Ashlea realises if Jayden goes near her he gets in trouble, I have caught her a few times now whinging as soon as Jayden is in sight even if he's not touching her.

I made myself get back on the bike last night, 6.5kms and 5kms today. I hope I can keep it up, I'm back at work soon and I want to lose some weight before I go back. Anyway I'm off to make it look like I have done something today, and to hide the Maccas I had for lunch