Hi girls,

so sorry I've been MIA, but I ended up is hospital with a damn migraine! Jeez. I started to get a bad headache on Saturday and then on Sunday it was a migraine, but the drs in our town are hard to see on a weekend (we don't have any drs at the hosptial....they have to be called in and you just get whoever's on). So I left it until Monday and by then I was screaming from pain, although i had panadiene forte and tramal at home to ease it a bit. Anyway, 1 stab of pethadine, 2 stabs of morphine, on a drip, maxaolon, phenergan, zolphren....drugged up, feeling great man!!!!!!

Still got the headache a bit, but feel 1,000,000% on what I did. I have always suffered from migraines, but it another thing to be so sick and have a baby that needs you. Fortunatley mum and MIL looked after him (alhtough mum is a wreck now!!) I also hate having to recount my "story" over and over and over to different drs just because I can't get in to see mine. So frustrating. Don't they look at your chart on the computer??? (our drs are in a clinic and can share patients). It's a real sh*t when after lengthly consultation and trial and error with one doctor, and come up with a treatment plan (mine is to use the drugs for as long as possible at home and then when I can't get on top or start vomiting - which I was...constantly - then to go in for pethadine or morphone. But then you get another dr that "doesn't approve of opiates" and you get left a bit int he lurch. Grrrr. I completely understand the whole aversion to hard drugs, but when they are part of a treatment plan that has already been agreed on (and let's face it, I'm not on them every week or anything), it just seems like a waste of time. Especially when your brain is leaking out your ears!!!!!!

Vent over! LOL

So that's where I've been. Still in the TWW. Dunno what's going on.