Hellooooooooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL GIRLS!!!!
Wow.... I have just logged on and been busy reading all your posts and catching up on all your wonderful news and experiances!

A huge thank you to everyone for your lovely posts and especially to Dee and Em! Sorry to have given you both such a scare...but we had a very hard time with Jensen's birth! Firstly we was born July 27th at 10.08pm, 3.435kg, 50cm long and just GORGEOUS! I am sooooo in love with this little boy! Ill write a birth story soon...just dont have the time right now...but things didnt go to plan at all at his birth...in fact it was all pretty bad....induced...then found out he was posteriour (spel) had to have an epi...that didnt work...had to use forceps...that didnt work...then had to have a spinal block and more forceps...plus a epesiotimy (spel..sorry very tired)...load of stiches! OOOwwwch is right Em!!!
Anyway its all been so worth it....he is just the love of our lives...we got home yesterday and Im sooooo teary...I have just been feeling so overwhelmed by it all...Im ok one min the next Im balling my eyes out ...so I totally know what you mean Em when you say its hard to find a happy place when your scared and everything is so new....Jensen had a small vomit this morning and it had bright red blood in it...about a teaspoons worth...I just bolted in and woke up Rob and we called the hospital...I have never been so scared in all my life...we were told it was blood from my cracked nipples....so I have been pretty much ever since that happened! Ohhhhh this is so much more stressful than I ever thought it could be! God I hope that as I get more confident ....I will feel less stressed and emotional....
Thank god for this forum...the support in here is so great I really dont know what I would do without you all....thank you!
Ok...well Id better have a shower....I will write soon....just need some sleep!
Congrats to all...and Dee I hope your holding your little man soon!
Love
Cyn
xxxx