Hi ladies

Just a quick update

We are still in perth the operation is over it went well which is great, unfortunately because of all the shock on Ethans body its just taking him a little while to recover from it. He is being tube fed at the moment as he just doesnt have the energy to do it himself, he has slept nearly all day and when he is awake he just lays there But he is on the mend and the Drs doubt there will be any side effects, so relieved. I had a melt down yesterday when i went to ethan in recovery and he had tubes everywhere, my heart just broke and i was so scared i would lose him, and i was blaming myself for not checking his bed and stuff properly before i put him in it, a lovely nurse took me aside and had a big talk with me and told me it is in no way my fault, and he is going to be ok. We may be able to come home tomorrow if ethan goes ok tonight and they think he is up for a 4hr trip. Im just staying in his room at the hospital as i cant bear to leave so im tired and exhausted and very emotional, so i had to go for a walk and i found one of those internet booth things, in a corridor somewhere, i hope i find my way back ok! Im really upset with Dh (a bad time i know) but i eventually got hold of him at 9pm monday nightand He and the boys at work decided that as they weren't working tuesday morning they would get Drunk, so he was off his face when i reached him and wasnt allowed to fly in that state, He drove all the way home tuesday night and then rung me to find out where we were he had no memory of me calling him. He is driving back to perth today, here should be here soon. I Really dont know what to say to him, but i wont bring it up in front of ethan, he doesnt need it.

Any way thanks so much ladies for your support, its so nice knowing there is so many people who care about ethan. I wish there was some way to let you all know how greatful i am. I must be off. Talk again when we are home.