Maddison had a cr*ppy night last night - not very settled so my eyes are hanging out my head today. The bathrooms are suppose to be getting started today so am just waiting for the men to turn up (and due to my tired mood, they better not be just hot - they better be super dooper hot - lol) I then have to whip down to the chemist to fill a prescription for Jacksen, as he is suppose to be taking this medicine to clear his nose up, as he is going in to have his adnoids removed (grrr dont get me started on this - this is a repeat operation) and some tests done tomorrow. I will go with him, and take Maddison obviously, Harry is having a day with his aunt and then a sleep over with my mum. Chris will also be with us, as I just cant go into the operation with him again and watch him get put to sleep - I can picture his scared face from last time - and I am still way to hormonal to do it, but I will be there before and as soon as he comes out! I feel sick just thinking about it - Jacksen is my quiet boy who you have to tell 'its ok to cry if you are hurt' especially in front of people. Arrggg - not going to think about it!

Anyway, have booked Maddison's 4 weekly appt in for next Thursday (she will be exactly 1 month ) and then have to contact my gp and see if they will do her 8 week immunisation a week early due to us going on holiday.

Hope everyone else is well. xo