Hey everbody, hope all is well, so scary having one year olds now!

Harlee has taken a few steps on her own, but only to keep her balance so she can stand. But I'm not pushing it coz as soon as she's walking.. Eek! I need more energy for her as she's already full of beans! She still won't sleep more than 3 hours at night, 2 weeks ago we had to call 1800granma just so we could get a few hours sleep. We keep telling our selves this too shall pass, but it hasn't, and we are tired.

Well I got pregnant too, but after constant testing, the bfp slowly faded away and we lost the little one, I feel kind of guilty about it though because I wasn't over joyed when we found out, just really shoked, but I was still happy itms. But when we found or, dh was crying because he was so happy, so I've realised that this is something he really wants and after having lots of talks about, I do to. But now my body is out of whack again and af has decided to go on strike.

My parents went to japan for the weekend and got stuck in hong kong for a few nights because of the ash cloud, we had a funeral yesterday for or friends little baby so for the first time ever, I let.. The mil.. Babysit.
Yep. She had harlees cousin there for the whole day as she is the free daycare for sil, and we went to the funeral, for an hour then came back, and she was happy so I fed her and she fell asleep. So I put her down and dh and I went off and did the shopping. It was so weird, I couldnt stop worrying about her but I knew she was fine.
I have seperation anxiety!! And Harlee doesn't!! *sigh*

We are just having a family bbq for Harlee's birthday, invites went out a week ago. I didn't want to do anything overestimating otherwise I would need an arvo nap too.

Better go, im just rambling now.xx