Nic - dont worry, i remember people asking how old Anneliese was, and the look aof shock when i would say "Oh, 12 weeks" when she was 2w corrected and things like that. She was stil tiny for her corrected age!! I hope Nixon gets some work, he's just got the most beautiful face... everytime i look at your ticker pic, he makes me smile I will reply in length to your email later, after the kids have gone to bed. In midst of cleaning my house out (decluttering!) thats why i've been pretty scarce. I've barely checked any forums expcept this one today!!

Bath - i will reply to your email properly later... but im not angry or anything. I asked for an opinion. There is a few things is there i think when i wrote them in here i didnt clarify properly (such as the FIL incident, and the AF talk) which i really need to explain my self properly. Im sorry i didnt do it the first time... everything i write lately sounds wrong, its not what i want to write. Theres just alot going around in my head... And just so i can make something clear?? There is absolutely NO chance of me and Ryan getting back together. None at all. Even though i am lonely, i know there's someone out there for me waiting, andone im settled, i have a good job and i've set myself up abit, i will start looking for them More later, washings just finished...