Ali- I still have expressed stuff in the freezer from early days when i had too much for Nixon. We give him atleast one bottle feed a day and i like doing it as it gives me a rest and quiet often then DH can feed him.
we are about to go out and ive just taken a bottle of EBM with me as it takes 15-20min to take a bottle as apposed to 1hr on the breast... i too see how so many ppl revert to bottle feeding.
Then you still have to thing of extra time in preperation, cleaning,steralizing too. And cost is a good reason for me to keep chugging along....
hang in there it will get easier. Tori will most likely get quicker at sucking and wont always want to feed every 2 hrs. Gosh you must be so exhausted.