Oh Megan - i know how you are feeling. I feel like i am just the milk bar for Aiden. Once i stop bf, i feel like he wont need me anymore, and dh wont need me anymore to care for Aiden, as then, he can do everything him self. Its all compelety silly of course, but, its our feelings, and they should still be aired, and we should still be comforted for it. Sometimes, i realy want to just put aiden on to FF, not cause i have problems bf him, but, i generally just dont enjoy it all that much, and ff is so much easier, but, one of the things that stops me is that then i think that, well, like i said, and you said, Aiden wont need me anymore. I guess its all part of our changing hormones, emontions etc, and just that never ending self questioning and self doubt that we all go thru. Our little men (and princess's) only have 1 mummy, and they are always going to need us.


As long as you bf Lee when you bb's are full and heavy, you should be right. They should only be reproducing as much milk as Lee is taking, so, if you are gradually weaning, or, have been on 2 ff for some time, then, your bb's should be ok. Just massage those lumps if they come up. I know if i give Aiden a ff, and then its a while before he wants to feed again, poor little bugger nearly drowns in milk sometimes... except for this morning, when, apparently, nothing was coming out. Has all gone back to normal now thou.

Good luck with the GP tina, i hope you get things sorted out, and are feeling better soon.