My Mum stopped in early this morning on her way to the Gold Coast. It seems that overnight, my Grandfather (Dad's Dad) has passed away of a heart attack. He was suffering from dementia and had been having a bad time so I think he is probably now at peace but it is still so very hard; he is my first Grandparent to leave us. I feel so upset for my Dad as he was very close to his parents and these last few months as his Dad started to deteriorate have been really difficult. I also cannot stop thinking about my Grandma and how hard this must be for her. I am so happy that Imogen got to meet her Great Grandpa and that my Dad had a chance to show off his Granddaughter to him. It was still a shock although he had been unwell recently (some of you know I had been down the Gold Coast the prior weekend because of this). RIP Poppy, loved and missed.

I have had one AF (a little over a month ago now) and so that is why I was stressing... I know everyone says it takes time to regulate, especially whilst breastfeeding but then I think my mind started playing tricks on me and I was feeling really nauseous and just off.

No luck with the engagement ring. I have pretty much lost all hope on its return.