skye - thanks heaps for your support. you are right, copy and paste is a workaround not a solution...
I just got annoyed, last year when i was still in the ttc thread, we weren't happy with something and because it was BB related, we got jumped on. It seems sometimes you can't say anything about BB in a constructive way without a hissy fit.

anyway, i just got worked up and i shouldnt have let them get to me. not worth it.

im glad you re feeling better. up and down days are so hard... steve thinks im not getting much better and it's hard on him. i;ve joined the depression and anxiety thread, but havent explored it properly.

shell - sorry you're feeling so tired, it's so hard when they start waking up.. i dont even sleep properly cos i keep thinking he's going to cry any moment.
i find now that carrassing his face gently helps calm him down and he goes back to sleep. i was so tired last night as i didnt really sleep the previous night, im sure he grizzled more times than i woke up.
hehe steve and i dont like banana either..

gotta go.. takeaway's here