so glad mj had a fantastic time!!! lakshman insisted he had to send her an sms!!
yes, we have come so far! seems so long yet so quick. i love you all and all your support and love means the world to me.
skye - you can always have #4 later on... you might meet someone new and have a family w him. xoxox
i do miss being pg and am looking forward to having #2 but not for another year or so.
poopy's still sick, poor darling, it's been a mth. went to his gp yest, no anti-biotics again, of cos he's just had it last week. could be a combo of his needles and day care germs and all. maybe girl germs too. his "girlfriend" zara comforts him by holding his hand and this morning he was a bit whingy cos he was still sleepy and saw his carer getting his breakfast. she reached out and touched his shoulder as if to say it's ok! LOL. so cute!!
his carer also said that she can see his personality traits - independant, dominant and intelligent. he also seems to be the 'ringleader' lol..
Jazz threw up last night and then decided that it was play time. I went to bed at 9:30 and had a mini melt down. I feel like I'm not coping with the expectations I have on myself and I'm feeling exhausted. I think I need to take a week off soon, once Matt starts working. Then I'll have a week to myself while Jazz is at daycare and Matt's at work and I should be able to get the things I want to get done, done and hopefully have some time to relax. Maybe I'm just feeling like this because Jazz is becoming a real handful and so upset due to the teething.
She was so good while she was getting her hair cut last night. Have a few clippings to put into her baby book. For much of the haircut, she sat still on my lap. The only time she cried was when we were holding her head to stop her moving while the lady was cutting around one of her ears.
I've asked Matt to get as much cleaning done as possible today to help prepare for Saturday. He's gonna be out all day tomorrow at training for his job and I don't know if he'll be working on Friday or not, but I have Friday off and have to take Jazz for her injections, tidy up, bake a cake, start decorating (blowing up balloons). Make a couple of salads, get a few munchies.
I can't shake this feeling that something bad is going to happen sometime. I hate when I get that feeling because something does happen. I feel sick to my stomach.
Jesse & Bri are booked in for a check up with the MCHN on Friday at 11am.
8 & 12 month check for Jesse
Speech pathologist referral for Bri
Jesse's needles are booked for Monday at 3.15pm
& Bri's on the waiting list for the speech pathologist. 2 - 3 months
Oh well, she did say its the best age right now though. Any earlier would've been too early.
Oh, & getting Bri's hearing tested on Thurs April 16 at 9.30am.
Right, sorry, thought I'd put all that in here jic I lose the envelope its all written on, lol.
I should really buy a diary...
I usually use the calender in my phone but the darn things at the shop getting fixed & I dunno when I'll have the money to get it back!
I'm a massive fan of a diary. I usually use my phone as well, but this year I'm running both a phone and paper diary, but the phone is my master diary.
I also have a whiteboard calendar which I write things on because otherwise Matt would forget what we have on for the week.
I won an MP3 player at the gym at lunch today and it made my day! I filled in one of their surveys at the start of the year but I didn't realise there was a prize draw and wouldn't you know it, I got first prize! I was having a crappy day before that!
Well done on the MP3 player Danni! Maybe you should buy a tattslotto ticket!
Skye - I love my filofax - I buy a refill for it every year and everything gets logged into it! It is a pink breast cancer one also so I feel good about buying it everytime I use it!
We also have a calendar hanging on the wall that we put appts etc on and we have a rule that whoever put something on a day first gets priority so there is no double booking - this works best for me if I fill the weekends up before Mark can book golf lol!
Poor Jesse has a temp today. He was 31.1 at 6am & is 38.9 now.
Gave him some panadol this morning, but he hates it so he usually either spits it out, or throws it back up.
So I tried a small dose of the girls dymadon. I have nothing else til mum gets home from Coffs with some nurofen. There's no chemist here & the nearest one is too close for the supermarket to be allowed to sell kids medications, so I don't have much choice.
I'm hopefully going to look at a house in the next few days. Its a real nice 3 brm house about 5 kms out of town. Its got a huge fenced yard & isn't much more a week than where we are now. I would like to be here in town, but its not too far & the kids need a yard.
i can only work w the calender on my phone.. im hopeless w paper based ones. i find cos i can carry fone everywhere it's so much easier plus it gives me reminders etc..
poopy;s carer said today he's very social, he goes around kissing the girls.. looks liek we may have fathers w shotguns at the centre soon!
1 day to go. I have lots to do today to prepare for Jazz's party. Got to take her to the doctor for her shots today so I'm hoping that she sleeps heaps after that like she's done with all the other ones.
yaay jesse!!!! skye you've done a wonderful job with your 3 beautiful babies!
hope bri's appt comes quick..
ohh there are some free softwares that you could download onto your pc which act as a calender/reminder.. that might help remind you of appts.. i dont know which ones are good tho.
sorry havent been too chatty.. pnd back again.. sigh
Wow... nearly a year...
This time last year I was invited to a BBQ for the Saturday...I said 'sorry, but I plan on being in hospital in labour that day'. Guess what...10.15am that Saturday morning he was born!
My poor bubba's sick. We are having his birthday party tomorrow, but I think I might have to cut it short
He had a low fever on Wednesday, then had a real high fever all day yesterday. He threw up once yesterday, & was just sooky & wingy all day.
I couldn't put him down at all.
Today we went down to Kempsey to get his b'day pressies & he threw up all over the table at Macca's.
Then the next 2 times I fed him he threw up the whole 2 feeds...all over me both times coz he was still feeding when he threw up.
So he's off the boob til further notice...I did give him about 2 minutes to get him to sleep. That was at 11pm. He hasn't slept all day.
So he's asleep now. The girls are out at mum's, so I don't have to get up too early. I do have to do a quick trip to town in the morning then the party starts at 12. At the park thenkfully, so I don't have to clean.
I can't wait til its all over. I'm running myself down. Just trying to get all this over. Anth got Jaz up for school this morning. I still had to get up before I was ready, but the extra half hour & no fighting with Jaz was good
He had her ready by 8! I'm normally fighting her out the door at 8.50! But then he laft Bri in the shower for an hour
Saw the health nurse today. Jesse is 10.8 kgs. Dunno how long he is though, he wouldn't lay down for her. To sad & sick
Anth's family is here for the weekend. For Jesse's birthday. They go home on Monday. The kids are having a ball!
I hope Jesse's better by Monday, or I'll have to change his needles
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