Thanks Bec and Rachel.

It's actually feeling more real now cos got BT results today and they say there sure is a baby in there. HCG 2300 units per litre and progesterone 53. Apparently they are good numbers but it is all double dutch to me. I trust my doc telling me that it all looks great by the numbers. Going by LMP EDD 18th April. I go back in 4 weeks to get referral for NT scan and referral letter to hossy... although I haven't spoken to Andy yet, I'm going to feel him out about a possible home birth. It's going to be my last bubba and it's something which I would like if possible. Funds could be an issue though, that's the only real hurdle. Anyway, getting ahead of myself... haven't spoken to Andy yet...lol. Still can't believe I'm doing this again right now... kinda surreal that bit.

Cass... Iz sounds so adorable. Funny little things at this age. Oskar deliberately does things while he is looking at me...lol...cheeky little monkey he is!