Hi All,

Geez I've been a little slack lately...sorry. And there has been soooo many posts since I last posted.

Cam seemed to really enjoy child care. I dropped him there Thursday, I stayed for about 15minutes, but after realising he didn't seem to care that I was there, I went over to try to get a kiss and cuddle goodbye and all he wanted to do was play with the toy It was kinda like 'Oh Mum, can't you see I'm busy here". I rang about 11am, and all was going well, he was still asleep - went down fine. He didn't have a good arvo sleep apparently though, as he'd been asleep for 20mins when a little girl who was put down cried loudly and that was it, guess it happens...oh well- he was still happy.

Both DH and I picked him up and it was so cute. When we walked into the main doors we could here him - kind of a whinging noise. When we looked through the window to his room, there was 4 of toddlers (they combine the nursery and toddlers at that part of the day) and 1 other baby, and they were all walking and playing, and Cam was still in the mix - crawling around - keeping up. One of the toddlers had taken the toy Cam was playing with, so the whinging was more of a 'hey, I was playing with that'. As soon as we opened the door all the kids looked at us, so did Cam, but he continued to try to play. He then showed us the toy he'd apparently been playing with most of the day, a pink rattle thing. Guess I've probably deprived him of pink at home that he probably finds the colour fasinating elsewhere, He was then rather hypo when we got home - making up for lost time with his own toys, haha.

Friday was fine - once again no dramas. So that is a relief. I feel ok with leaving him there now. I was very good and only tears welled in my eyes a couple of times, but I didn't actually cry. I was very lost when I got home, though I've had a cold - with a major sore throat for the last week, so it helped I could try to catch up on sleep and rest.

Unfortunately Cameron caught my cold Friday night - he woke every 2hrs from when he was put down at 7.30pm - but thankfully only needed me to resettle every 2nd wake up (the others he only cried til I got to his door - then it stopped all of a sudden and he was back to sleep). He seems to be a little better regarding the cold, though still coughing. But I think those next teeth must be close cause he has been a little grumpy today and his cheeks are really rosy.

Umm, not much else. We are still doing FF in morning and lunch, then EBM for bed (cause he is still refusing), but my supply has dropped off alot over the last few days, so I'm thinking my expressing days are almost over (this morning only got 60mls).

Well I think thats about it for me for now.

Abb - Sorry to hear about your results...it makes it difficult being forced into making a decision (my cousin is in a similar situation at the moment). With the sleep issues...I quite often have trouble switching my brain off too...sometimes I find counting backwards helps, usually from 200 - I think it just distracts me and helps me relax a litte, though sometimes I get to 1 and need to start again.

Girl - Wow on the head shaving...I could never do that if I had a girl (I've got really long hair myself - almost to my bottom and the thought of shaving my head almost brings me to tears...lol), but I could see Cam having his head shaved one day (DH has a shaved head at the moment).

Jess - Glad your decision to not return to work was made easier...I'd love to have been offered a redundancy at my work...but that's unlikely as they would probably have to pay me too much cause I been there too long . Your not entitled to any redundancy money are you??? It would sure help get your business up and running hey.

Sassy - Glad to hear your friend has decided to keep her baby and that her parents were ok with it (isn't that the way...people usually worry over nothing like that) and it was very nice and helpful of you to give her your books. And yay for you's that Nana spoilt Jayda. I'm sure you've probably mentioned it, but why you going to Tasmania?

Run out of time...will be really quick now (DH has just got home)....

NaNa - How did you find the FDC lady...do you think she'll be able to handle your little man. Wow less then 6 weeks til you travel, how exciting.

MisTree - Good to see you in here again (though I've been keeping up with you on your other threads and fb). Hope Stanks feels better soon...he hasn't had the best of luck health wise.

Nikki - Glad to hear you's are well too - are you also on facebook? Goodluck with the weightloss.

Hope I covered everyone, and hope everyone is well.

Well gotta go spend time with the boys.

Bye for now,