Hey everyone

Rails: Thanks for the words of support with quiting appreciate them

Dee: Sorry to hear about your news, hope better news is to come soon from you

Shannon: Hope you are feeling better now about things but like everyone has said you are doing a massive job and should feel proud of what you have achieved and not worry about what you havent as yet. Also love your new ticker, is cute

Angel: yes they sure love that santa beard dont they

I am feeling pretty crap about everything in life at the moment too, so must be this time of year for everyone i guess.

I hate christmas! Always have, its just such a financial burden when you really dont need one. Have told Luke this year that he will get less as he will get more expensive things, he seems to accept that. I just cant keep giving him what i normally do anymore, have a constant stress headache over it all!!!!! He still believes in santa but he knows i give him stuff as well, as he catches me buying it all the time LOL

Otherwise havent talked to hubby yet about TTC, have so much else on my mind lately so i dont know whether its the right thing to do, but damned if i can shake the need for it though!


Take care
Belinda