evening all i just have a second before the screaming will start again i have had ryan asleep twice already tonight only to wake up in ten minutes screaming his lungs out this is the 3rd night of hell and all up so far i've had 2 hours sleep i feel drunk and totally wrecked at the same time gee i hope i can at least get a couple of hours tonight otherwise i just don't know how in hell i'm going cope till DH gets home his flight isn't till late tomorrow night mawwwwwwwwww i wish i had a a nanny at times like these just for a hour or so break .... nite wish me luck