Yep, BURN THOSE BOOKS Ange. They just make you feel like there must be people out there who are 'SuperMums'. If you ever think you know anyone who seems like that, THEY MUST BE VERY GOOD ACTORS. No one knows it all, babies make sure of that. Just when you THINK you know what you're doing they go and change the rules as if to say, "See, you're not perfect after all. Ha ha." I promise it will all get better soon and that black cloud will lift. We'll be here for you in the meantime.

Don't worry Vic, when DH has rehearsals I take the boys and stay at Mum and Dad's so I don't have to put them both to bed on my own, so you are CERTAINLY not cheating!

Bloody hospitals, Jess - why can't you just demand feed him at home? As if someone in the hospital is going to do it better than his own mum... gggrr... I hope he's home really soon.

Took Charlie to the zoo for the first time today and now we're all stuffed! We had a great time though. Having some nice time with Toby on his own atm because DH took Charlie to get a DVD and some wine (for us, not for him!). He's been grinning away - I got my first 'proper' one yesterday and it was wonderful.

Anyway, the boys are home and I have dinner to cook. Hope you're all well and sorry to anyone I missed.