sheree - i am so sorry that you are having these feeling again. Rememberr that these feelings don't last forever though and even though you are having these feelings doesn't mean you are any less of a mother or love you baby any less.

sara - maybe the different sleeping habits have more to do with different personalities? I was a kid who was a fussy sleeper (still am), find it really hard to sleep if im not in my own bed in familiar surroundings, Archie is the same as i was.

christine - poor Riley having scary dreams

Arch slept most of the afternoon away, he only just woke up! Jay is hoping to get lucky tonight, dont like his chances since Arch will prob be up til we go to bed now that he has had a day sleep, and he is sleeping in our room atm!

The wife of one of Jay's colleagues has kind of taken me under her wing. I think she's a fair bit older than me, she has 7 and 8 year old boys, she came over from New Zealand 6 years ago, so knows what its like to not know anyone in a small town. She is taking Archie and I to the playgroup that she used to take her boys to on Friday morning. I am so appreciative as i am a quiet person who doens't open up to make friends easily, i need all the help and pushing i can get!