shazz - congrats on the scholarship, thats awesome! Sorry you are feeling so busy and stressed that you need a break.

Sheree - I am so jealous of Lachlan being totally TT and so easy. Arch can go all day without a nappy, but if he is really tired int he afternoon he begs for a nappy, and he refuses to do poo in the toilet......think it'll be a long road. Arch has given up his day sleep too, much to my disgust. He is so tired in the arvos, but on the upside he sleeps through 13 hours a night, albeit in my bed...woohoo on your magic bub sleeping so well!

kim - glad to see your bub is still in there cooking away, my sis and I have been attending antenatal classes and I always wonder how you are going.

leanne - 5 weeks preggers, hey!! Still so thrilled for you! I am sure you will get through your course fine, make a list of the assigments you need to get finished and cross tem off 1 by1, that helps me stress less when studying.

I haven't been around for a while, dont have the internet any more Jay got custody of that LOL. Have been out on my own for over a week now and loving it! I am such a happier and more outgoing person, and Archie is so well behaved since we moved too, he must pick up on my vibes more than i thought.

I ma really peeved though, gees I find i get treated as a 2nd class citizen now that I am a single mum on Centrelink payments!! I need a car, but of course no one will will give me a loan even for the smallest amount, because I dont work, I need a goddamn car people!! I CAN afford it! SIck of people looking down their nose at me, but at the same time I am so incredibly proud of myself for being so strong and doing everything for myself.

As for me and Jay.....that is REALLY confusing! On the one hand I miss him for his good points, I only miss him at night though when Arch is in bed...on the other hand I feel so much more positive and am a much nicer person when he is gone. He came back this morning and already I am being a cynical biatch. I love him, but i really feel im better off without him. I think that if we never had Archie, we would be deliriously happy together, but he has been such ahuge disappointment to me since Archie's birth...anyway blah blah blah I could probably go on for days and bore you all to death!

I am trying to take things with me and jay 1 day at a time, its very hard going adn emotional though.

Hve missed you guys, will pop in again next week.