Babies Born in May 2006 #6

[shereejoy]

Just a quick post, I gotta run.

Just packing at present and don't know how the hell I will fit it all into the car, might have to leave my bag behind at present LOL. Funny thing is last trip Wade and I did, he couldn't get over how lightly I travelled, I guess these are the sacrifices you make when you have a baby! Glad we are not flying.... My sister has landed back on Aussie Soil yesterday from 2 1/2 years over in London, I was soooo worried, but now she is home I can breathe a sigh of relief. She is coming on the tilt train to Bundy tomorrow and then we are travelling to Mackay together on Thursday, can't wait just soooo I can have a rest too heaps of friends and relies hands so I can have a long awaited kip!

I have news, I went to the doc yesterday and my spotting is from the mini pill. Not sure if I will get the whole story into you before he wakes and I go to my CHN appt, but here goes. She asked how the feeding is going and as you all know ****E! She said well we are drying those boobies up you cannot keep going on like this!!!!! She couldn't stress this enough, I had a little cry and she assured me I have done all I can do. She said I have persisted for long enough now Lachie and I both needed to enjoy each other and be happy. She said he has enough problems and me persisting is just making them worse as I am unhappy doing what I am doing. She said that Lachie will be a far happier baby and to mark her words. She also said that my papsmear test was a low grade one and that there are a couple of more levels before it becomes cancerous. So she said that there is a 97% chance I will go back to normal at my next test in 6mths. She said I would be very unlucky to be the 3% but if it does go to the next level there is a high chance it will just keep progressing to cancer and that is why they monitor us to get rid of it before the cancer stage. Pheww..... one less thing to worry about. Funny thing is, is that Wade's cousin is seeing the same gyno as me, and believe it or not she too has a breach baby and had a caesar yesterday and you wouldn't read about it a baby boy too! So that is three of us now, Wade's sister had a breach/caesar/boy, so did we and so did his cousin, his other cousin is due in November - WHAT ARE THE CHANCES!!! Freaky hey??? Anyway that gyno told her there is a 1 in 8 chance of something going wrong with the caesar, grrrr... I had to be the 1 didn't I. That is why I just laughed at the doctor re: 3% chance. She said yes you have been very unlucky and it is all Wade's fault he is the sperm donor LOL.

Anyway she has given me the real pill now to dry up my milk. I have my CHN appt today and I still a little hesitant, but hopefully she will set me on the right path, she is brilliant. This all coincides with my trip to Mackay which I was hoping it will all be sorted and its not!!! Anyway lots of things to consider and too many to type at the moment, lots of ideas running around in my head, but will see what Narelles says at our appt soon. Can't wait to get this all sorted. Will post back once I have got my head around it all! Bye for now.

[~shazz~]

i've decided that my little boy is too smart. he is soo aware of everything around him. gets VERY cranky if i leave him to lie down on the floor without anyone talking to him. little bugger expects me and the kids to entertain him all day. not sure how to get him out of that habit??? if i walk away from him, he just cries until someone walks over to him and then he smiles again. he's only happy when he can see people.

i hear ya Vic.... Ryan is exactly the same
when you figure out a way to get them out of that let me know

[~Kim~]

i hear ya Vic.... Ryan is exactly the same
when you figure out a way to get them out of that let me know

And then you can both send it down to Sydney! LOL. I have a livewire here too - even in utero she was busy so I guess I should have known.

Sheree, I'm so sorry I wasn't on this morning to give you support. You sound so relieved though with your decision. You'll be able to rest even longer when you're away as somone else can feed for you too! Have a great time with your sister too.

Vic the ****ie went back to the bird farm who are going to find him a suitable home. I know they will but I'm still distraught and cried again today.

Kell that's a nasty bride!! You never whinge and she made you so she's being very unfair!:mad:

I need to wirte this down so it's putting it out so I can keep a check on it. DOn't read this bit if you can't be bothered. It's really just head work for me.
In the 6 weeks following Darcy's birth I had quite bad post natal depression and was being watched by everyone - it seemed natural after the antenatal depression. I thought I was over it and have put heaps in place to prevent a recurrence, however this last week I have been feeling that familiar grip again. I hate to say it but I feel like I have had to give up everything I love and am feeling worse and worse. I'm still going with the strategies and if it gets worse I will tell Cam and my Mum, but I just hate feeling like this. Thanks.