thanks everyone, im doing ok just trying to get on with things, the funerals not till tuesday which feels like ages away but cos of the easter long weekend it had to be then will be good to say goodbye i think it will help me alot.

hope ur all well

ETA- forgot to say i had my appt at the hospital and everything is well they didnt do a u/s doc wanted to wait till 36wks to check bubs size so still dont know if im having c/s but he wasnt too fussed about it said that he didnt feel like a huge baby so i may still have a good chance at getting a vag del woo hoo!!

we also have decided on our little boys first name, after my grandpa we are calling him Jack which means so much to me.