:hugs: Meredith. Good girl for taking the plunge and ringing the unit. I wish I'd done something like that with Nathan, instead I just burrowed my head deeper into the sand, and kept hoping that when this happen, or this happen, or even this happened, things would magically get better. They did - eventually, but it did take its toll on me and I ended up with PND. I hope that you can get moved up the waiting list, and that they can be of some benefit darlin. If its any consolation (and it probalby won't be - especially when things are feeling so *****ty at the moment) Nathan was a wonderful toddler, and I had so much fun with him. We would go the whole day where I was wendy, and he was Bob the builder, or he was batman, and I was robin, lol.

Thank god Aston is a relatively easy baby...touch wood, but I think he has started his 12week growth spurt today, because I have fed umpteen times, and he has slept all of ??? which is not like him....so i'm feeling rather exhausted and tired. Had the blood test this morning as well, and won't have the results until next week. Thankfully DH is at home today, at my request, so he has been playing with Aston. I fell asleep before while feeding him, its gonna be a looonnnngggg day....

Christy - Alex Headland is lovely. I'm live about half an hour further up the coast. I love the sunshine coast. I feel very lucky to live in such a beautiful place - that others come to for their holidays.

Well my small respite has come to an end, and I think his lord and master wants to be fed. again. Thank god that it wasn't yesterday that this was going on... I think I really would have run away then!