Argh horrible night sleep...we had cat fighting outside all night...glad they couldnt get to our cats, but they were like screaming..i thought it was our kids..so raced up to the bedrooms and they were asleep...so went outside and scared the damn cats away!
No FDC today cos of PH (grrrrrr...i had plans). So its a cr@ppy day and ill spend it cleaning.....no doubt miss C and J will *help*.....26 today woohoo....eeek....
Bit sad tonight...well, i dont know if sad..just down. both kids are sick and i'm in that perpetual cycle of feeling like i'm never going to sleep again! i get so cranky when they're sick - completely irrational like 'why do people go out when they're sick! its so rude!' yadda yadda yadda lol
saw a woman smoking in her car today with her kids in the back..how f**king rude...some people, i swear..that made me cranky too! lol
Christy - hope the move went well and ur settling in okay
big Tara, hope the kids are well soon and u can get some sleep.
V- hope your well.
Gigi,Nelly & Ann how are u all going????
sorry i have not been on much but got a few things going on latley, been to the doctor today and im starting on zoloft (antidepressant)tomorrow. i havent been coping very well latley with alot of things been a pretty up and down year for me and ive tried to be strong but its too hard with loosing my grandpa and nanna this year, my brother been a p**ck not seeing his own kids, having to have c/s when i didnt want one, not being able to b/f for aslong as i wanted, Jack getting sick at 8 weeks and been in hospital for a week, Leigh and i having troubles and to top it off Emelia been a typical toddler and me just getting so frustrated with her and loosing my temper way to easy with her, i knew i had to do something..i just havent been my happy self for a long time but hopefully things will change soon i really would have rathered not gone on AD but think its best for the time being.
i wanna thank you Kim for chatting to me as at that time Kim u were the only one that knew (besides Leigh) that i wasnt happy and i really didnt know what to do, so its nice to know ur there.
anyways sorry for the long post but just wanted u all to know whats been happening with me.
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