I had a pretty crappy V-day - had organised for mum and dad to look after B so DH and i could go to the movies, but she has been shocking lately - very grissly and waking up a bit during the night, so i thought i would be a bad mum if i didnt stay at home with her.
so once again i missed out (why is it us who always makes the sacrifices and miss out on things and never the guys?)
B and i had made a card for DH earlier on in the week, and i made him red love heart shaped pancakes for breakfast, he didnt get me anything - which wasnt a surprise cause he never does unless i nag, and for once i thought i would not mention anything and hope that he surprises me, but nooooooo of course he didnt!
anyways as u can prob tell im a bit down in the dump! im tired, and B is anti dad at the moment so even tho he is home i still have to do everything!
i have decided one is more than enough!
sometimes i feel mean and just wish that i had my life back, i wish i could get up and go to work instead of having to stay home! but as much as i may wish this, if i ever had the choice i would NOT change a thing!
Cheryl - im so glad all went will with V! That really must be a big weight lifted of ur shoulders!!
Hollye - im loving ur tickers that u are comming up with!
How is everyone else going?
B has been a absolute shocker lately and i just dont know what is wrong, she is very grizzly and is again waking up thru out the night - and like u prob read she is anti dad so i have to do everything, which most of the time i dont mind, but sometime i would just like to have a bit of a break and have some me time - but its not happening!
Hopefully its just another growth spurt?!
Oh HJ I know what you mean about us women always being the ones to sacrifice everything. I get so annoyed at DH all the time about that. In the last month he has done things with his mates 3 out of 4 weekends and I've done squat!!! I get sick of sitting at home all the time. Would be nice if just once in a while I got to do things like he does and not have to worry about the kids. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids too and wouldn't change them for the world but its just not fair that he always gets to do things while I can't.
Lara has woken up a few times during the night this week. Last night she woke at 3am and screamed for half an hour. I didnt know what was wrong with her. She wasn't hungry.
Leigh - im sorry that u feel the same as i do sometimes, but it helps to know im not the only one feeling like that!
I guess i shouldnt complain too much - DH dosent go away and do things without me except when he goes to work - but its so easy for him - he has a life and his away time - i dont!
Maybe Lara and B are going thru another growth spurt?
Oh i meant to say B is almost crawling - she does what i call a "caterpiller" crawl - looks exactly like a caterpiller, she gets up on her knee's so well! very proud of my lil girl!
hj - I had a quiet V day. We just spent the day together at home as DH had to work in the morning. I was going to ask mum to BS but we decided to just get some king prawns and have a nice dinner at home instead. We got engaged on V day (Soooo cliche I know) 5yrs ago so it's abit special for us. I still remember being woken up at 7:30am with breakfast in bed and being proposed to with a gorgeous ring and flowers, so romantic.
Olive has also been unsettled yesterday and today and a couple of weeks ago woke 4 nights in a row which was hard then last night she did it again and has just cat napped all day. Apparently it's a normal 4mth thing but Olive is just about to cut a tooth and also has thrush again and so do I, poor us
The cooler weather has been so nice, it's lovely to snuggle up and we have been playing dress ups with all Olive's cute winter stuff.
I got a double breast pump now (woohoo) so that is cutting down on the pumping time lots.
Hollye- I failed this week, well I didnt weigh myself last Monday so not sure if I lost anything or not, doubt it coz I've still been eating junk. Gotta do better this week!
I know what you mean about us women always being the ones to sacrifice everything. I get so annoyed at DH all the time about that. In the last month he has done things with his mates 3 out of 4 weekends and I've done squat!!! I get sick of sitting at home all the time. Would be nice if just once in a while I got to do things like he does and not have to worry about the kids. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids too and wouldn't change them for the world but its just not fair that he always gets to do things while I can't. 
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