Cheryl - sorry to hear you have an infection hun. I didn't get one either time but am just so d@mn sore and frustrated and the silly feelings of "things weren't meant to be like this" are coming in..... slight case of baby blues here at the mo - I know they will pass like they did with Izzy... DH and I were just talking and I was crying and he goes - hun you know you don't do no sleep too well but get used to it! It's more that when i am awake I am so sore too though. Going out for the first time since being home for a week too today... going to sit in the park and let the little miss run riot. Sorry for the selfish posts ladies..... back in a few days hopefully in a much better frame of mind!