Hey girls sorry I have been MIA, I have been lurking though just not getting enough time or energy to sit and write!

Im not even going to attempt to catch up on doing persies (sorry does that sound rude???)
Its great reading how all the bubbas are progressing.

Miss Ella and I have been having a tough time lately - we are going to tresillian tomorrow(sleep school) so hoping things may get better after our stay. Also seeing a counsellor as Comm nurse specialist thinks I have PND which I dont agree with but I do know I am highly anxious and stressed and tired ALL the time. DD is up every hour some nights, every 3 hours other nights and occasionally sleeps 8 hours! during the day its very hard to get her to sleep through a sleep cycle so often only has 2 1/2 hour sleeps.
Her feeding is getting worse and worse, I have mastitis for thr second time because she is not draining me as is very fussy and comes off screaming and crying till we both give up and Im in tears! Im thinking she is associating the BB's with pain as she was so used to having pain cause of her severe reflux (which the new meds seem to be helping) but she is in very bad habits.

So not a very positive post from me and quite selfish but just thought I'd let you girls know where Im at.

On the upside we are doing gymberoo and LOVING it - she laughs the whole time we are there especially when I am swinging her upside down!