sorry this is going to be a really selish post

I am feeling like a total failure, Myles is so unsettled at the moment. He wont sleep at night and is fussing alot when it comes to feeding! I am second guessing my beliefs on all my parenting ways
We dont believe in letting him cry so we do not CC at all but I am exhausted with getting up to him all night! Do you think he is having a growth spurt? I can also see teeth in his gums do think this could be making him cranky!
He is gaining weight and is happy most of the time but when he cracks it he really cracks it!
I just want my relaxed happy boy back! I am feeling like a faliure and am so upset with how everything is going! I have even thought of becoming really strict with the crying and letting him do it even though it makes me sick to the stomach! Dh is back at work now too so I am alone alot which isnt helping! I just want to get better!

Sorry thanks for listening!
I hope your all well!
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