Babies Born October - November 2005 #22

[nicole mckay]

cindy who was the patient you were ringing about?
it is all happening with all these houses and moving.i bet you cant wait cindy.
things are really bad here at the moment.actually for the last 8 months.i am pretty down and grant is fed up and defeated,i am really not sure what is going to happen,we are trying to hang in there but we both know that is not going to last forever and that neither of us or the kids should live like this.we are supposed to be going to the snow on sunday and i cant think of anything worse at the moment,i just want to go to bed and not wake up.i guess i have been pretty quiet,i just dont have anything positive to add to the conversations.as for corey and the psycologist.it is ongoing we have seen him every week for 4 weeks now and he is giving us strategies to work with corey but i cant say i have really tried,i am just existing at the moment and trying to get through each day,he still hasnt spoken with the teacher so cant give us the diagnosis until he has gathered all the info.i have smoked all weekend.i just couldnt care less right now and yes i am extremely disappointed in myself cos i managed to get to 6 weeks and have thrown all that hard work down the loo.
puffing billy is having a special day with thomas the tank engine in oct if you guys wanted to do there birthday there instead,the kids would love to see the real thomas and ride puffing billy,it is a great day to spend at lakeside with a picnic and then back on puffing billy,who is pulled by thomas i think.anyway if your keen i will give you all the info.
nikki